New forget

Every since I was little 

One thing that ticked

Me off was the sound of brushing teeth,

Teeth,

Brushing teeth.

And sometimes the biggest thing I ever lived with was myself and 

I’m not entirely certain I will 

Be able to

hold myself together 

the greatest thing that is rippping my apart is the 

Memory of what once was.

What once was?

How was it? 

I can’t wait

wait until I’m okay, 

until this all goes away, 

Until I can live with the breathe I take instead of a child that has been taught for 9 months

How  to take that first breathe.

I can’t wait.