This evening I developed a phobia of the bathroom

 My depression taught me the true meaning of libra -

 to appreciate the days the world doesn’t feel like a balancing act, 

and to call upon the elements to tip the scale my way. 

The hardest thing to do is step down, even when so low to the floor 

When the scale hits the floor I know it could always be worse. 

I just don’t know how - right now.