The Start

Im just some girl tripping through life searching for the happiness we all deserve. 

From a young age we’re all asked what we want to be when we grow up. I always had my answer planned and rehearsed, yet it changed each and every single time I was asked.

 First a vet, animals were my obsession and I thought all good little girls were to hand out love and compassion everywhere they go. Therefore, a vet was the perfect option! After came my want to be a midwife. Babies are cute! Who wouldn’t want to be a part of the ‘gift of life’ - That was until I realised how gruesome the so-called ‘gift of life’ was and that idea flew away with the fairies. 

“What do you want to be when you grow up?” They ask again, more frequently now.  But the truth? I do not have a clue. 

In the end all I really want is to be Truly happy with the person I am and the life in which I am living. In the modern world it is so damn hard to be okay, if not the hardest thing to do. Partying, working and loving with all your being mean nothing if you are not happy while you do it; so why would you spend your life living someone else’s?