This evening I developed a phobia of the bathroom

Words laced so thick in emotion

That I am afraid.

This is not something I expect you to understand 

I explain

I try to explain you see, I feel 

Only in extremes. 

My thoughts weave meaning into the foundations of 

Every action 

And I am afraid 

I can see the hole 

You will leave - before 

You leave

And then you left.